Decisions

Changed. I am changed. So many things about the way I think, the perceptions I have, the actions I take were changed in 2010. I'm grateful. I knew I would be. I wanted to be. Nearly 3 years later, that experience still weighs on my heart. Photos still sit on my desk. Reminders of my blessings and my change. 

For a couple of months that experience has taken a louder voice... it's no longer sitting quietly in the back of my mind as a daily reminder. It's at the forefront. It's on my mind when I wake. It's in my prayer time. It's appearing in pretty random places around me. So I ask you to pray earnestly with me that I would hear what He has to say, not what I desire. Pray for my family that He would speak as clearly to them. I want no decision within our life to be without Him in the center. 

Today, the verse in my reading was Proverbs 24:11-12

Rescue those who are being taken away to death;

hold back those who are stumbling to the slaughter.

you say, "Behold, we did not know this,"

does not he who weighs the heart perceive it?

Does not he who keeps watch over your soul know it,

and will he not repay man according to his work? 

Yikes! I can't say I haven't seen or heard, because I have. So I need to make sure I'm doing what He wants, humbly and gratefully, because I do know... and He knows.